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If I should ever say
That I am not going to cry
Then disregard the tears,
And walk idly away.

If I should ever dare
To share with you my hearts contempt,
Then smile and nod and understand,
Even if you do not.

If I decide that I will snap,
Do not tell me how to act.
Never tell me how to feel,
Or simply change the facts.

When you see right through me,
Turn a blind eye and to naivety.
Because I know what it is that I feel,
And I never want you to know.
©2008-2009 ~SayaStarshine
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I am difficult.


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yeah, you're difficult.

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The truth will set you free. But first, it will piss you off. - Gloria Steinem

You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star. - Friedrich Nietzsche
...Sorry for trying to understand my friend better... I'll try and just leave you in your misery next time...

...I was just hoping for an honest answer, that's all... I know you hate it, but at least try and see things from my eyes? I saw my friend about to cry, I didn't think, and I blurted out "You're gonna cry?"... She snaps at me, saying to stop boss her around... I drop it, but keep an eye on her, worried that something is upsetting her when she had seemed fine minutes ago. She is crying... "I was right..." I blurt out, again, not thinking, but worried, damnit! Then she just looks at me like I've slapped her in the face, running from the room....

...Hate me for it, hate me for the way I say it, but the fact that you can't even tell me when your upset hurts me too...

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In time we hate that which we often fear. - Shakespeare

You can't wait for inspiration. You have to go after it with a club. - Jack London

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Hate? I don't hate. I did not hate you. I do not hate you. I have never hated you. I do not foresee myself hating you.

However,

Your tone may as have slapped me. "I told you so." That was what you said. "I was right" is tolerable. "I told you so." Is a mocking phrase that tells me that even when I try to pretend to be happy so that I will GET happy, I am nothing but a fraud inside and out. If I want to talk, I will talk. If I am crying when I don't want to, the last thing I need is for it to be pointed out.

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I'm not artistic. I'm just really, really bored.

*TREAs-Harem <-----All the cool kids are doing it.
But its why I am so lovable...

Wait, no its not. o.O

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I'm not artistic. I'm just really, really bored.

*TREAs-Harem <-----All the cool kids are doing it.
I told you, I wasn't thinking, I just blurted it out... I'm sorry I said it, but I didn't mean for it to slap you, and I wish I could take it back... But the fact that you didn't even let me explain or finish my thought, or at least see if you were okay.......... Never mind... Just know that I'm sorry...

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In time we hate that which we often fear. - Shakespeare

You can't wait for inspiration. You have to go after it with a club. - Jack London

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*gawps*

It's quite a simple poem. Then why does it leave me going o.O ??

Great job.

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Each tear is frozen before it hits the ground...
Er..sorry? XD As the title says, I am difficult...

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I'm not artistic. I'm just really, really bored.

*TREAs-Harem <-----All the cool kids are doing it.
Hmmm... okay the comment might have sounded a teensy bit random. Sorry. xD

Your poem left me gawping. Congrats. =)

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Each tear is frozen before it hits the ground...

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